My Will / Your Will

I am realizing what a miserable slave I have been.It does not allow me to deny what I am. To be miserable is an awful state to be in, even worse when it was my own doing in becoming such. I would love to undo the things that I have done, but it is too late for such. I can, however, change my ways and focus on things that will, with time, take me out of this miserable state I am in. I do not refer to my punishment when I say this, rather I speak about finding some peace in serving from my heart, instead of with "my" will.

This is Slave speak, but her who should speak it, does not.